5 years ago today.

Digging a hole and the walls are caving in 
Behind me air’s getting thin but I’m trying 
I’m breathing in 
Come find me 
It hasn’t felt like this before 
It hasn’t felt like home before you 
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel 
This way 
And I miss you more than I should 
Than I thought I could 
Can’t get my mind off of you 
I know you’re scared that I’ll soon be over it 
That’s part of it all 
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won’t fall 
It hasn’t felt like this before 
It hasn’t felt like home before you 
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel 
This way 
And I miss you more than I should than I thought I could 
Can’t get my mind off of you 
And I hate the phone 
But I wish you’d call 
Thought being alone 
Was better than was better than 
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel this way 
And I miss you more than I should 
Than I thought I could 
Can’t get my mind off of you 
Can’t get my mind off of you 
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel 
This way 
And I miss you more than I should 
Than I thought I could 
Can’t get my mind off of you
-Joshua Radin